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RainartI polymorphed into an immortal crow falling down
As silent teardrops of crying separated clouds
Love retired, my heart became a forsaken town
as judgement that I sentenced to blindness
Everyday somethings changing n running away
Feeling the calm before the storm
Crying wasn't hard before than today
Missing the spring rain with voiceless screams
Living the pain of a javelin in deathly daydreams.
Sometimes still drinking jack
not only dressing' black
Living as a stranger in my mortal body
Listening to the melody of whispering winds
I believe someday the rain will return
and all my tears fly by in the heartaches.
Darker than BlackI believed that
Life was behind a mountain that I've seen far beyond the horizon
As though I would find myself up there.
Yet the climax was so different
I could recall the past
the secrets I've hidden from myself
I could see the future
The rocks falling from cliff
Hear my the voice of my heart
and the death it silently brings
My eyes were full moon in a rainy night
Time was slowing down, sun was fading in black sea
I was preparing to rest while stars are waking up
There are a lot of things to be lived
The scent of flowers I couldn't make mine
The blossoms of trees I couldn't touch
What was that, the price I've paid
Like the tears of women imprisoned in eternity
Why I was sentenced in this darkness
It was one last letter that I've written,
How far was the life, how close the death
Why living was so hard as dying so easy
When the darkness became darker than black
The Days Shall Come
The days shall come; silent, alone, with nights cold and dark,
The days shall come, tastless is the food, I am without you, the roads I am passing is swamp.
The days like the ones I have lived before you, shall come,
and words would be useless to tell the story of my eyes.
Rainy days shall come when tears shall flow from my cheeks like creeds,
Parts would break off from my heart, an unending land slide.
Days that I have understood that no one would look at me like you do, days that I got lost in mirrors,
Days that I would know that you are smiling in somewhere though the smile I have fades away.
Though these days shall pass as the others do,
My heart is like a rock, eroded by waves,
It shall go on beating, like the waves.
And I shall, with the dreams never fullfilled and the words I have cried out to cosmos,
Would be tasting the sulfur left in air from the fire once burned in my soul,
In this hell called which I carry it's heaven within.
Could you tell me,
How many nights you have cried all alone?
I am asking, how many times ?
you have banished the clouds and become the rain
and where you have laid your eyes upon
when the things in your heart became too much and poured from your eyes?
Did you search the love in flowers or in stars?
Can the crystall clear drops in your heart, extinguish
the fire that burns you within..
Do not embrace the silence, the darkness.
I stand by your side, all alone.
Laugh as much as you can.
Let the rains turn to Rainbow.
It was a hot day of November,
warm of light faded when the day after.
I was sitting alone at the park reading newspaper.
As yesterday, my pain and screams, silently I remember.
Two people came around me who were dressing black leather.
Their face were look like police or something like soldier.
I was feeling their anger behind the sunglasses.
A little conversation started about university,
their curiosity were cold and dark.
It was about the secret communities.
They were kind at the beginning,
I told, I'm just a student of that university.
Then, I told seriously, I'm not involved about politics.
Of course they didn't believe,
I understood that from their mimics.
I wish to explain feelings with the voiceless screams.
I just asked to sky why you left me alone,
I wish to know where you have gone.
Never be sad, my tears just for your love,
I know you will sent us, many dove.
That's the first night without you.
I saw you dressed all white now.
My heart still beating your breath,
You didn't lose the battle with death.
I wish to feel you hear my voice from there.
My heart implore to you...
Please sometimes come to my dream.
You and me, We were so great team.
Your glorious love created me.
I grew up with your honesty.
You showed me how to be powerful,
No longer weakness cant take me.
We shine with the Sun, We cry on the moon,
I still have your smile.
Your silent wisdom living in my heart,
My soul will keep your love and purity.
That heart will never stop to bleed you.
I promise you...
Unknown II - Love Remembered
I thought,I found you..
But I was wrong.
Your love so strong..
I was searching you..
I dont know who you are?
I'm sorry for you
I dont have power to find you..
Where are you ?
We still meet in dreams..
Your face's hiding in shadows.
I'm crying to find you..
My heart's burning like you.
I feel you..
I dont know which is right ?
I'm going outside from my lair
I'm fighting with evils beyond the fire..
Every battle, for the sake of your desire..
You're stroking my hair when we meet again..
Clouds're turning to lovely red without pain,
You're kissing me before the rain..
My dreams're turning to nightmares..
When you fade to black.
There is a big crack on my heart..
I'm so weak when I wake up..
You are right, I cant grow up.
I love you like a cherub..
One day I wish to embrace you.
I dont know who you are,
But I love you..
Unknown I - Love Eternal
I'm strolling at the streets..
I find you in every darkness.
I don't know anything about you.
I share my love with nobody because it's yours.
When sunlight comes, I'm turning back to my grave.
and I'm ressurecting when darkness comes again..
You're shining on the sky like gold..
I see a big smile when I look in to your face.
I couldn't tell you that my trouble's because my fear,
I was trying to tell about my love.
but I couldn't..
I was living for hope when I met you,
I'm happy to see you in my dream..
We can't speak and I can't listen to your voice in my dreams anymore.
But you stopped the time when I look in to your face.
How many years've past, I don't know..
We met every night,
I was fighting with death to reach you.
But you make me feel alone when I come back to earth..
I lived with you in my dream..
I woke up in mornings when you disappear.
I cried with voiceless screaming..
I don't know how we finish this nightmare.
But I hope when I wake up and hug you it's over..
Colours Part II: White to Gray
Altough I feel the colours, I couldnt see..
The green of grass,
The blue of Sky,
and those colourful flowers,
You've been creating the all colours..
I was White when i was born..
I live the colours with your light.
I reached to you by Rainbow..
You showed me, the passion,
Then my soul gone to you..
And there was a Black inside me..
I see that when you hide behind the mountains..
I've forgotten it when you've embraced me.
Essentially i was gray..
You were the One who created me..
You were the Sun.
Renkleri hissettim ama göremedim..
Ve o rengarenk cicekleri..
Sen yaratiyordun bütün o renkleri..
Renkleri senin isiginla yasadim.
Sana gökkusagiyla ulastim..
Tutkuyu gösterdin bana..
O zaman verdim ruhumu sana..
Birde Siyah vardi içimde,
Daglarin arkasina saklandiginda anladim..
Slipping AwaySlipping away
There's a crack in my soul
And a hole in my heart
Forgot where i am
I follow you around
Like a lost little lamb
Lost in the night
If not for you
There would be no light
Often i feel
That im slipping away
If not for you
I wouldn't be here today.
You are my anchor.
You hold me in place
If i forget evefything else
I'll dream of your face.
I loveSome days are as bright as your smile
I love these days
Some clouds are as perfect as your skin
I love these clouds
Some raindrops are as clear as your mind
I love these drops
Some flames are as wild as you have been
I love these flames
Some pain is as real as you were
I love this pain
meltingsitting by the curb today
you stole more than my trust away
thought I could rise above
living life without love
brave facade foolish heart
boy playing mans' part
your kiss the thief
my jeweled grief
with companion disgrace
somber menacing embrace
you captured my purse
and to make things worse
left my soul exposed
while you walked away composed
leaving me spent
melting into pavement
To My New Muse..Dear miss fox, you're just for me. I know your lovely; I can see.
You're something of a muse to me. May we just call this jubilee?
And muse I do, like two left shoe. Whilst I play my fife; this is the life.
Laugh at my jokes, you're apt to do.
Entranced in a dance, which is likely taboo.
Cause I am phoenix, or some sort of bird.
They call me "The Hawk," and that is my word.
And maybe one day you'll call me a liar,
And then we will laugh, and start a new fire.
Cody's SonnetReferenced: Edgar Allen Poe, Shakespeare, and Robert Frost
Dedication: Cody Jenkins, who inspires me to do my best every day.
Shall I compare thee to a dusk in autumn?
Dead leaves that rustle a perfect song
Our draw so strong for ones so young
My marred hand carried in the strength of your palm
Though we posses only photographs, we ache for more
A future, a touch, a warm embrace
Awaiting the familiar rapping on my chamber door
and awakening to a familiar face
Hidden on the outside, your soul is pure as a dove
Your kindness, a rarity in those of our kind
but we love with a love that is more than love
Two pasts, interwoven, together left behind
I fell for you not long ago, and have been whole ever since
I took a man as cursed as I, and that has made all the difference.
A Desire To LoveAll my life, I have desired love
This has been a personal situation for me
For I have loved someone, but I closed the doors
I made a drastic decision to share my inner emotions
Love does not mean to find physical attributes
But to find what is in the heart, is what I care
It would be selfish and rude
To love someone who does not share the same love
Love should be like a flower
Delicate and beautiful
Love is dedicated to share
Not to keep it within
All my life, I have desired love
A problem that has to be solved before I leave
To love someone, truly, is only once in a lifetime
But it must be taken with patience and time
When I was a child, I loved because of my innocence
When I was a juvenile, I wanted love because of the pressure
When I was a young adult, I desired love because of solitude
When I become old, I want to love so I can die in peace
Love does not mean to find physical attributes
Love means to care because of their own moral values
Search, with caution, your other half
Mia Regina Di Cuori
Every winter, I was searching you in the piece of snow on the pine.
Every autumn, I cried with you when the trees started to whine.
Every spring, My hopes bloomed with the flowers but I was quite.
Every summer beneath the rain, my heart was drinking wine.
I dont know what does time means,
I didnt ask why the grass is green,
I lived you when I touched to ocean,
You were so pure, I heared your chant so clean.
Thousand years ago, people was searching the lost treasures, after byzantine.
I saw lots of city ruined, just because of greed, they lived apocalypse.
I read the stories, people weren't pure,
I understood the love was the treasure.
Thats why my travel was into deepest waters with the submarine.
I was trying to reach you under the aquamarine.
Your soul was so pure, you were so sincere,
You were my heart special, you were the one.
I understood, Also You were living with me before sixteen.
Anymore our eyes started to shine.
On my heart I saw your sign.
I started to write with you that
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